Update

I talked with my dad last night and it did two things.

1) it inspired me to get back onto dieting. Dishes will be made. But if I manage it to only the weekends I can keep up with it hopefully. And with Joe’s help I can really stay on top of it. Breakfasts will be 3 eggs with veggies. Lunches will be a cup of rice, some chicken and some veggies. I have low cal snacks. Dinners will be microwave meals or salmon and rice.

2) it also got me angry. He said I write on a high school level. And yes, I admit my writing isn't good. My grammar and spelling leave much to be desired. My brain still has trouble connecting sentences like it used to. However, my writing isn't nearly a high school level! I'm insulted. It's at least on undergraduate level, I would say. But then, I don't really have the right to judge my own writing, do I?

It does ring a little true, though. My writing could stand to improve. What can't stand to improve? Maybe I do need to take classes on writing effectively. I don't know when I'll have the time, but it's something to think about in the very least.

I've been gaming a lot more in lieu of contact with people this past month. I have basically beaten Pokemon Moon Ultra (just need to get some ultra beasts from a mini game and beat the battle tree) I beat Doki Doki Literature Club which was a mind fuck. I want to see if there's any after game content. And I just bought the game Shovel Knight which is a 2D platformer that is pretty fun.

My birthday is coming up on the 12th. I know people are going to want to do things for it. Katt wants to come down. I want my parents to come down. I'd like to see my friends. I just don't see me having the time for it. I think this is going to be one of those birthdays that time forgot, you know? I'd be happy enough just forgetting my birthday even existed. I'd happily just let it be another day. I just wont have the time to celebrate it. And that's fine, don't get me wrong. But a little part of me wants to invite friends out camping for my birthday. Not that this is the time of year for camping, but I still desire camping with my friends for my birthday. But since that can't happen I'll settle for everyone forgetting my birthday. That includes me.

I've been sick this past week. It killed me. I now have no more sick days at work for the rest of the year. I lost major points on a couple homework assignments that I forgot. It's just been awful. But I know I can't dwell on that kind of stuff. I have way too much work to do.

Speaking of, I have to clean out the fridge, do dishes, read my homework, then work on my computer homework. So I will leave you all with this. I may not update a lot currently, but know that I still am the chaotic brained mess I always was....just a little busier.