Help me. Someone. I'm drowning.
I'm alone...
I yearn for something that cannot be.
Nooses, so many pills, and firearms fill my thoughts.
Someone help me.
Take me away.
I've lived 40 year. 40 fucking years bleeding.
Please let it end.
I can't do it anymore.
I'm so tired of hoping and fighting.
Let it end.
The surest sign that there is no god is that I still walk, smile, and pretend.
My mask is firm, but I am weak
Help me.
Someone.
Anyone.
Please.