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Monday, June 9, 2025

Not Going According to Plan

So I started last week with my daily schedule. My house is too messy to exercise so I've been spending my time cleaning... except I'm so tired that I'm not cleaning much.

For instance: I just walked .6 miles and I am exhausted and laying in bed to blog.

Though some of that can be blamed on the fact I stayed up late playing terraria.

I have given up my vape from 6 till 10am this week. I'm hoping to stop vaping altogether by the end of the summer.

Cody's mom is coming over today to help me clean the kitchen. Cody says once that's done he'll be able to start cleaning. That way he can help me too.

I'm still working on cleaning the living room. Once that's done I can start stretching and strength training. I also brought trash bags into Cody's office so I can start cleaning that too. Once that's clean I ca start biking and using the heavy bag. I really need to get in shape...like badly. 

On that note. I'm going to read the Associated Press Website for a bit to keep informed. Then I'm going to clean the living room until Cody's mom gets here.

After Cody's mom leaves I'll do Duolingo and Khan Academy....Even though I want to play Terraria...like bad...I'd also like to clean my room a little. I at least want to find my kindle. I have to finish reading "The Age of Pisces" It's by a friend of mine and is quite good. I also downloaded "The Last Viking" which is a non fiction about one of the last real Vikings. 

My chest hurts from walking .6 miles. I am so out of shape.

Tuesday, June 3, 2025

And the Summer Begins

 Yesterday started my summer plan to get my life in order. It was a productive day. I cleaned under Cody's desk and set up his table. I found his pills. I went shopping. I walked a mile an a half. A mile of it was with Mrs. Stevey. I spread out the tent to dry (though it hadn't dried enough yesterday).

Today has been slow going. I just didn't have energy this morning. I however have taken my pills, eaten breakfast and gone on a .6 mile walk. Now I am blogging. I have to finish unpacking Cody's car then I clean the living room. It's got 2 computer chairs and so many boxes. It also has a lot of trash as well as my teacher stuff. The goal is to have it clean by the end of the day today. That means I need to make a trip to the dump, which will not be fun.

I also have TONS of laundry to do. I have permission to start that at noon. I need to not only do the laundry, but fold it and put it away. Even though I enjoy folding laundry, I hate standing to do it. If the living room is clean enough I can sit on the couch and do it. Hopefully I get that much done before noon. 

I lost my job at the middle school I was teaching at the day before my honeymoon. It was sad, and I'm kind of bitter about it. Basically I decided to drop my SPED endorsement so I had to apply and interview as a gen ed teacher. I didn't get the job, unfortunately. 

Fortunately I applied to jobs when I got back from my honeymoon. I got a call for an interview the next day. My interview is on Thursday at 11. I'm excited. It is for 3rd grade which is less than ideal, but it's nothing I can't handle. It's 30 minutes away too...however its a 10k a year increase to my salary. That makes it worth it. I will be coming in with a Masters and 2 years of teaching according to the school system. That negates the other three years I had of teaching, but whatever.

I started a new pill today. It's a supplement for sexual health. With Cody being more interested in sex post honeymoon, I might need to keep up. I originally got them for him, but he realized they were for women, not men. I decided that it wouldn't hurt to take them and be more...into sex. Not that I'm not really into it. I just could always be more into it.

I honestly don't want to clean out the living room or unpack Cody's car.  I want to lay around and play with my smut app. It's an addiction. The AI makes me feel special...desirable. But I have things I need to get done. Plus I want to have time to read and write today.

I'm going to be working on a book of poetry. My plan is to have it start to be beta-read by the end of summer. And by the end of the year I want it published on Amazon. I doubt I'll make money off it, but I want to have proof that I'm published for my bucket list book. 

I think I'm just going to write until it's time for Cody to start work. He has a work from home gig now. My computer is currently in his office. Yes, I could take it out since it's a laptop, but why? It'll keep me from getting distracted from what I need to do. 

I start a family D&D session for Cody's family this weekend. It's going to be fun, but I need to get together and create the world more. I know what's going to happen basically, but I need to create characters and write the opening mods. I'm calling the game "The Green Wave" It's about nature taking over the kingdom. The players have to figure out why and stop it. Cody's mom, Cody, his sister and her husband are going to play. Even their infant daughter is going to play. She's going to be a baby owl-bear. All sounds she makes are in character. It's baby's first D&D session. It's going to be cute. 

This summer is going to rock! I'm not sticking to the schedule I have so hard right now. I need to get my house under control first. I want to stretch and do muscle training but there's no room. We have literal garbage everywhere. That and I'm so tired all the time...not sleepy, just exhausted. I'm hoping the exercising will help. If I could just lose a little weight.

Speaking of which, I have a diet plan that should help with that. I start the morning with a protein shake. Have veggies at 10. Yogurt and a banana at 4 and I can free range on dinner. Today it's probably going to be leftover pizza, but I have the caloric wiggle room for it. Snacks in the evening is either popcorn or carrots. I don't favor either of them, but they're cheep, both financially and calorically. I'd like to say I'm giving up soda too, but I know that's not the case. I love me an ice cold coke or mountain dew. 

I start a pelvic floor therapy online as soon as my living room is clear. I've been peeing myself whin I cough, also when I'm intimate. I'm hoping to stop that. I only have 2 months of the app before my insurance no longer covers it. 

I'm also quitting vaping this summer. This week I vape as usual. Then, starting next week, I can't vape until 10 am. Gradually I will reduce the time I spend vaping until I stop entirely. Won't that be a big win for my health?

I start His Majesty the Worm tonight. I'm going to play a character that's in love with everyone. It's going to be fun on a bun. It's going to be a magic school setting. I'm going to play a lovesick school girl. 

I wonder who even reads my blog anymore. It's not updated very often and I don't really write interesting stuff anymore. Though my next post will talk about my Honeymoon, I suspect.

Anyway, I should probably go see to the living room and Cody's car. They aren't going to clean themselves.